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[11 Jul 2005|12:59am] |
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Ahhh... Back again.
I've been absent for almost a year and in the turmoil of life right now I figured I should return... No Job, Mabey and Apartment, the stress of getting a car (ugh)... But I do have love... which needless to say, is an overpowering good. Although I am lonely tonight, which is probably why I am taking the time to write. Midnight shifts suck! and I miss Justin. The thought of going to bed knowing he won't be next to me is enough to drive me to clean my appartment until pure fatigue tempts me to sleep on the couch... :(
All else is well... slightly unerved to moving into a more suburban area, but I can prettend that I am in the city. The sound of city traffic entering my window like ocean waves, sitting on a corner or stoop smoking a cigarrett drinking coffee watching people on their way to work, wondering about where their going, what their doing, all their little sordid affairs... Ah the city I miss it so much. When your their your heart just beats with it, it takes you away, there is just so much to take in at all times, its overwhelming... DC isn't overwhelming, Northern Virginia sure as hell isn't going to be. But it does have some of the conviences of the city. I will find my place to fit in, to take it all in....What people will do for large closets and a free parking space. :)
But the thought of living in suburbia and being a secretary is very disheartening...I must find a new waitressing job at the very least and get my shit together in the field... It MUST be done, and so it shall, God Dammit!
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| floating through space |
[07 Sep 2004|02:29am] |
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ugh.... words are not working well with me at the moment, I been in a funk that that cannot be defined. I need to discover whats eating at me soon, befor it starts to eat at the people I care most about.
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| something amusing |
[09 Aug 2004|02:10am] |
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Finding Nemo |
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Mad Lib... COnsititution:
Studying the constitution is COLD rainy day camp activity. In 1787, a convention of important American COCKS ratified our Constitution. The Constitution was a HAIRY document that guaranteed that the U.S. would not merely be a league of independent EYEBALLS, but a nation with a long goverment that would deal with BITCHES as well as HOES. The Constitution provided for a senate, to which every state would send two PUSSIES, and a large body called the House of SENATORS, which was based on population. The goverment was divided into three branches: the judicial, the legislative and the EMASCULATED. This created a system of checks and TERRORISTS that works to protect us to this day and gives us our GROTESQUE goverment of the people, for the people and by the REPUBLICANS.
That came out of a Political Mad Libs Book. I thought for mad libs it came out perdy good. If you didn't figure it out. Everything thats All caps was what was entered.
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| the void |
[09 Aug 2004|01:34am] |
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life hurts right now, and for reasons why i wish i knew. I just really want this pain to go away. I want to get away and hide. So much thinking to do, and I think my hamster is on vacation.
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| mmm well rested |
[03 Aug 2004|02:39am] |
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jay leno....must get up to change channel |
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I have been bad and haven't written in a few days... yea i was sleeping, and shopping and cooking and relaxing and not cleaning or doing laundry. I have been getting excited for school to start and for familiar faces. I have been getting used to a future past college, and deciding to do what ever I can to enjoy what i have left. The future is scary unknown dark hole. And its scary, but on the same note so is the night sky, so much unknown. But that deep hole makes me feel at peace, and thats the point I am getting with this whole future thing. I have lots of things to look forward to. A diploma, hopefully a job, sparkly things ;). But enough of my ramblings.... just a couple of notes....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZA & JESS, enjoy being 21 but don't sleep with any random people!
CONGRATS MIKE AND ELAINE (ABOUT F*ING TIME)
I Love you both.
ok. now off to bed........ cleaning must commence tommorrow.
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| not much |
[24 Jul 2004|01:47am] |
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(movie) Turner and Hooch |
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Bout to go to bed, kinda bumming about. Gotta get up early in the morning. Desperately want to get out of my appartment.... it needs cleaning desperately! ::::sigh:::: Sitting in my own little personal hole, plan on climbing out tommorrow.
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| still waiting for Fed Ex. |
[20 Jul 2004|04:30pm] |
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credit music to 2 weeks notice |
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Still waiting for Fed Ex. I got the evening off WHOO HOO second night this week. I dunno what to do with myself. I am sooooo excited. But this particular evening will be spent cleaning and similar activities. I miss NYC i forget how that place is truely a part of me... I need to make a point of getting up their more often. I think thats it... of to put on shitty clothing and listen to bad music and clean up this hell whole that i call my pad.
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| nyc |
[17 Jul 2004|01:17am] |
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still the cat, only now getting into something else |
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OH! Tommorrow I get to see MOO!!!! YAY! and Sunday Afternoon I am gonna be in the city, but im back to DC monday... yucky.
P.S. Fed Ex Still sucks massive flea infested elephant balls.
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| foot |
[17 Jul 2004|01:13am] |
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kitty pouncing on sheets |
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So yea the foot hurts alot... it hurts when I wake up, going to work, at work it REALLY hurts after work. And now I have discovered it hurts during sex. How a strange foot injury could irritate ones sex life is a mystery. But it is a mystery that needs to be remedied... Depending on how its doing tommorrow I think I may head over to the emergency room to get x-rays, cause I am thinking that perhaps I shouldn't trust student health.
p.s. girl grows out hair and stop dyeing it, and all of the sudden people don't recongnise her.... weird.
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| um yea |
[15 Jul 2004|11:36pm] |
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So yesterday I went and interviewed at the international broadcasting bereau. Seemed likes it would be a perdy neat job. I would run around with the soul purpose of making the directer happy. And I would get to drive a goverment vehical, with the possibility of getting to use a neat little red flashy light on the dash board. Goverment hide your mail boxes. All attempts of quicking smoking have been on hold for a bit. Can handle the drugs. Work is ok at my internship today I had the all impowering duty of folding and stuffing 350 letters... mmmm what a rewarding job. Got home crashed, fixed my toilet AgAIn. Didn't go to the bank. Which means i get to get up early tommorrow to do that. Made 100 at work which i now get to put into said bank :) which will then go directly to paying off bills :(. Past that not much is going on, was expecting to give justin his b-day present finally!!! but nooooo FED EX HAS TO SUCK! Ok enough rantings and mumblings... off to bed. GUH!
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| OOF! |
[14 Jul 2004|10:07pm] |
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the sounds of fans/ airconditioning. |
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OOF!!!! must write ::::head hits desk renders unconcience::: ....to be continued.
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[12 Jul 2004|10:44pm] |
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still dr. mario (don't ask) |
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o.k. this is gonna be short cause its 11.pm and I need to eat dinner and go to bed so i can work all day tommorrow to make money that i can't have fun with... grrrr. so we'll see if I keep up on this live journal thing. it should be interesting.
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| this is the begining |
[12 Jul 2004|05:25pm] |
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So I am trying out live journal.... i figure why not. I am working too much to keep in touch with most people. So if you care about whats going on here is your chance. Um so yea. I have to back to work now, I will try and write more later
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